Inside my heart lives a five year old - a musical interlude

Heisann, dette er bare fordi jeg vil dele denne sangen på Bluesky og da funker det med å dele teksten min her. God fornøyelse :) Vi kan late som den hører hjemme i en musikal eller noe sånt ;) 

Inside my heart lives a five year old

Someone childlike and simple and true
Someone bursting with lots of excitement
But with so much of stubbornness too

Inside my heart lives a five year old
Who wants life to be simple and plain
With black and white answers to everything
No need for nuances here in my lane

But I'm grown and I stand alone
In a minefield of choices and amplified voices
As a grown, as I stand alone
There are things you give up as you grow
I'm no longer the child that I just feel like being
Where one can just like things
That felt really freeing

As a grown, as I stand alone
I must accept that life is as it is

Inside my heart lives a five year old
Always pleased to create and have fun
Someone seeing so much possibility
Feeling life's only just begun

Inside my heart lives a five year old
Outside I'm in late thirties, but still
My mind longs for simpler days always
But life keeps on keeping on until

I accept

That I'm grown, all on my own
In a minefield of choices and amplified voices
As a grown, as I stand alone
There are things you give up as you grow

But perhaps there is balance
Maybe I can be childlike and wise
Making the hard choices sometimes
But also follow my own advice
Maybe there's beauty in growing
Learning as you go all the while
Still having a five year old inside my heart
That I at times can just let be a child

Inside my heart lives a five year old
Holding hands with the grown up all day
Knowing she can't control all my choices
But also that she won't ever fade away